Happy Nu Year

The Nu Year Finally Here....!!!

So why not start it off right....

 So me and Kim went out for a trail run and i loved it. It was kind of cold but I'm not going to let this cold crazy Michigan weather stop the NU KYRA.

So I'm walking this trail in Wayne Michigan and at first I'm like i cant do this i am going to admit that i was afraid of failure. afraid that i was not going to finish and i was not going to be able to say i did a trail run.

But before i knew it i was at a half a mile. so I'm like yea i got this, i can do this. so I'm going around this little loop on the far side of the trail and it kinda creeped me out i also looked back and around to look for Kim but i didn't see her either  so i started walking even faster.

Then it started getting colder and colder the wind was hitting me straight in the face. Next thing i knew i was almost done so anyone that knows me and the nu way i look at things i have to finish. it no turning back.

Then i saw it the finish mark.... i was so happy to see i was also so cold but when i saw it i said YEA IN UR FACE SUCKAAAAA.....

I FINISH WITH THE STATS OF...

1.02 MILES

3937 STEPS

2099 AEROBIC STEPS

206 KCAL

AVG HEART BEAT OF 132

MAX HEART BEAT OF 155

Now i can blog through texts i think IM SO WORTH IT!

HOME

HOME/HELL

UGH.......
I want to go to Paradise/ Ann Arbor
I miss my family

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I LOVE EVERYONE IN THIS PICTURE WITHOUT A DOUBT

KIM, ANDI, AND CHRISTINA LOVE THEM EVEN MORE...

POWER ... A person, group, or nation having great influence or control over others....

Don't understand why I let ONE PERSON have POWER i mean TOTAL CONTROL over me.

Today was not good I been going through alot lately and today i had a major breakdown. i was down for awhile i couldn't stop crying i was just not my self. i let the misery and unhappiness of man stop me from living life. i have let this person make me question myself am i worth it. i continuously let this person break me.

 i think i was out for the count so i called on one of the people that i know would help me. this person has their on problems this i know oh to well but i needed her and with out a doubt she was there. i emailed Christina to tell her what was going on.

Of course she knew how i felt. She then told me that Demond wanted to talk to me.... At first I'm like aaaahhhh she told somebody... Then I'm like we are all family and Demond always tell me that he is always there for me and that i can talk to him about anything.... that's when i realized i was so happy she told him because the talked we had today was nothing but amazing. They made me feel better a tad but then it was back to reality which was i still have issue i have to deal with. Christina told me everything was going to get better she said "i wont say it will be better tomorrow because then i would be lying" and i'm glad she said that because i know that it will take time.

when i say i love them people i do. don't know what i would do with out them i really think i can take back some of the MY POWER BACK.....

Motivation is what gets you started. Habit is what keeps you going.

Motivation is something I seek on the daily. I think I KNOW I really need it and most of the time I don't get enough of it form the people I see on the daily(FATHER).

The motivation I  need i have to go other places and get it. The place I know that is always going to keep me motivated is a2. Where my family is.

Where the Nu Kyra is going to have to go.
SO  SHE CAN MOTIVATED HER SELF....

Let the Nu BEGIN...

OLD KYRA...


Nu.Kyra,


For quite some time I wanted to start a Blog to tell everyone about my daily life.  I never knew what exactly to write, but I know I have something to write.  I want to live for me and not everyone else.  I want people to see life through my eyes.  I always want to be there for everyone, but I do that at the expense of myself.  Always sacrificing my happiness for the happiness of others.  This is now my time.  My time to do the things I want to do, to seek the best for me.  For Kyra.  The.Nu.Kyra.  I was going to wait till the New year to start this blog, but why wait another day.  I have something to say that needs to be heard.  Even if this blog falls upon "deaf ears", I will hear it, and this might just be the change I need.  


Here's to the New Year, to The.Nu.Kyra...


**CHEERS**